Straight from my heart...

I know a girl!! I know a girl, Her face so cherubic, Her behaviour so angelic, And I think I am in love, With her since times immemorial, Her eyes so pretty, Her hair so silky, And I think I am meant for her, In this birth and forever, I know a girl, She looks so attractive, Her smile so cute and seductive, And I dream all the time, Of her being mine, Her voice so melodious, Her dance truly marvelous, She's so smart and intelligent, Though at times,just a bit adamant, I know a girl, She’s an obedient daughter, She’ll make a caring wife and daughter, And a passionate lover, I just want to be with her, She’s indeed, a super-woman, Really an ideal, saintly person, My love for you is infinity, Which my dear, will continue till eternity......

Heartbreak!! Every morning I wake, After this recent heartbreak, I feel so irritable, so sad, At life, so angry, so mad, I feel shattered, completely down, I feel so battered, totally out, On my face is a constant frown, I am sinking in my own world of doubt, I have become more and more silent, Still living in the past, Thinking how wrong it all went, When I had wished it to forever last, I try to forget this, By entrenching myself in work, But my mind drifts to the days of bliss, Still wondering why it didn’t quite work, Every morning it hurts, To know that the vow of seven births, Ended all of a sudden, Leaving behind, a nightmarish burden, I am learning to live in silent pain, My life’s a squalid drain, I am trying hard to forget, The mishap that happened in the heat of a moment, I know how frustrating this feels, It sure, undoubtedly kills, When someone’s snatched from my clasp, And I can do nothing about it but gasp, At times, it even feels strange, To be so morose and all alone,

Please note, this is more like a song....not an usual poem.. I want to!! I want to change, I want to improve, Goodbye I wish to say, To all my evils, And I want to prove, Sins of the past, Haunt me even now, I want to let go fast, Of my demons, I wonder how, I feel distressed, I want to end all this, I feel aggravated, When they target me, Constantly and always, I know I have made mistakes, But I deserve another opportunity, And I’ll do all it takes, To restore my pride, To restore my sanity, I want someone to understand me, I seek an angel, Who trusts me, Without a doubt, Without a wrinkle, That was two years back, Now things are different, I worked on things I did lack, I am an improved person, And my life without a single dent…..

Till I am alive!! I seriously do not know, Why I keep thinking of you, But even then, I’ll keep on doing so, Till I am alive, and even beyond, You are so lovely, And look so beautiful, You always make me gape, Though that makes me look like a fool, You always lure me, To sing and dance, And to meet you again, I seek that "one lucky chance", You are my precious princess, And your absence will make me, Anxious and restless, Till I am alive and even beyond, With you, I often dream of going, To some exotic place, And this exciting feeling, Just doesn’t hide from my face, We might not end up being together, But I’ll keep praying for your well-being, Always and forever, Till I am alive, and even beyond....

Stranded!! I am stranded in the rain, Waiting for the coveted train, None appears in my sight, Increasing the intensity of my plight, Helpless on the station as I sit, By the passing minute, I see the town getting waterlogged, And yet again, I curse the rain-God, The situation is intimidating, It’s so damn frustrating, I am irritated and angry, Also immensely thirsty and hungry, Finally a train arrives, After what seemed like ages, To get into it, I rushed, Only to get squashed and crushed, My anxiety for a moment grew, But I managed to scamper through, Luckily I got a seat, To me, that was an extra-ordinary feat, Through the window I looked here and there, Only to see knee-deep water everywhere, On troubled pedestrians my eyes I laid, And unconsciously for everyone’s safety I prayed, When shall I reach home, In despair, I cry and moan, I get three calls from my poor mother, Only to bear the brunt of my acrid temper, I feel I have described my journey enough, And now it feels great to

How could it happen??!! How could it happen, I keep wondering, Why did it happen, I keep pondering, It had happened once, And now again, To prove my carefulness I had a chance, But I faltered yet again, How am I supposed to cope, With this new hindrance, Is there any hope, For me, an idiot in abundance, I am terribly upset, Totally dumbfounded, It’s me, who I’ve begun to hate, This incident will haunt me till the end, I want to flush it, Out of my mind forever, As in despair, I throw a fit, Of rage and temper, I cry, I weep, I moan, I hope my woes will end soon, I pray as I sit alone, In a corner of my room, I quickly need to get over, This small mishap faced, As I know life moves on forever, Happiness never does end…….

Lost!! The poem describes the feelings of an NRI who wishes to return to his motherland...the picture symbolizes "staying abroad but an Indian at heart!".. I am lost in a lonely place, With no one in the alley, Having a recognizable face, I am treated as an unwelcome visitor, Always viewed skeptically, As this prejudice goes on forever, I am lost in a lonely nation, Where everything seems so alien, I wonder why I craved to be a land so far off, With no one to call our own, Where nothing whatsoever reminds me of, The things on which I had grown, I am lost in this superpower country, No doubt, free from filth and poverty, But here, the people are not mine, They don’t care whether I am upset or fine, I miss my beloved folks so kind, As all the memories keep on encircling my mind, I have had enough of racial discrimination, And all the unpleasant swears and allegation, My greed had brought me here, But now it’s my patriotism, That will take me back from here, To my country, my

Distracted!! Too much happening around, My mind keeps drifting away, At the smallest of sound, What can I say, I don’t feel like working, I don’t want to do anything, I can’t stay focused, I am on a verge of a professional accident, I daydream a lot these days, Why is it happening to me nowadays, I feel lost in my own world, Cut off from the external world, Someone tell me, what is the reason, For this unwarranted alteration, Why is it that I get distracted, By the smallest of clamor ever made, I live in a world of fantasy, My dreams overshadow reality, That leaves me preoccupied, And I just can’t stay focused, Being distracted has ruined me, It has completely destroyed me, But now I’ll stage a comeback, And improve my concentration that I lack, I am going to start meditating, And my brain I’ll try chanelizing, I’ll forget all the things unimportant and vain, And this is how in the long run I’ll gain………..

I’ll miss you!! You wish to go away, Fine, I won’t stop you, If you really feel this way, But one thing I wish to say, I’ll miss you, And your beautiful smile, To get over you, It will take a long while, You wish to leave me all alone, Fine, I won’t argue with you, I’ll dream about you, And I’ll moan, I’ll miss you, And your beautiful smile, To get over you, It will take a long while, You wish to forget, Fine, I won’t force you to remember, All those wonderful moment, All those hours we spent, Chatting, laughing, eating, Or watching movies, cuddled together, I’ll miss every damn thing, That I wished would go on forever, You don’t want to understand, Fine, I won’t explain, My love for you, That is deep, profound and true, I always felt glad, In your company, I’ll miss you, And live my remaining life in vain, You wish to seek true love, Fine, search everywhere, But you’ll come back to me, my dove, For no one loves you, The way I do, Not here, not there, not anywhere, I’ll miss you, Coz m

The world of my dream!! I want to live in the world of my dream, Where there’s no sin, A world where there’s no pain, Where our lives don’t go in vain, I want to live in the world of innocence, Where people are no longer pernicious, A world filled with brotherhood, Where we can fully enjoy our childhood, I want to live in a world of equality, Where there’s an everlasting unity, A world where there’s no vandalism, Where there’s no chauvinism, I want to live in the world of the kind, Where there are no problems encircling the mind, A world filled with philanthropists, Where there’s no place for terrorists, I want to live in the world without stress, Where life moves on as we want; with easiness, A world without fierce, nerve-racking competition, Where to be the "numero uno", there’s no intention, I want to live in the world of truth, Where there’s no scope for a corrupt brute, A world without activities of a criminal, Where people can lead a life normal, Such a world exists on

Anytime, anywhere!! If you need a true friend, I’ll be there encouraging you, I’ll be there supporting you, Till the very end, Anytime, anywhere, If you need a companion, To share jokes and idle gossip, I’ll be there anytime, anywhere, And we’ll incessantly talk, As hot chocolate we sip, God forbid if someday you are alone, Seeking a shoulder to rest upon, Don’t worry, I’ll be there, By your side, anytime, anywhere, Till all your worries are gone, If you are in any dilemma, About any decision, If you are in any doubt, Then I’ll be the first one to help you out, Without even your mention, If you are angry and need someone, To bear the brunt of your rage, Then I’ll be there, anytime, anywhere, To be that timid animal, About to be pounced upon in a cage, I hope joy never eludes you, I hope your sweet smile never leaves you, I’ll always pray for your wellbeing, Doesn’t really matter where you are, Coz I’ll be close by somewhere, Today I am speaking my heart out, To make you aware, That for

Dreams!! Dreams have countless meanings, They give us wings, They are a new beginning, Of a new inning, Dreams will come true, We have to be patient, We have to be persistent, Until they eventually do, Dreams give a new energy, A new enthusiasm to many, They give a new direction, To our thinking, to our motion, We all love to daydream, But we don’t ever strive hard, To fulfill them, be a winner, We just sit back; a retard, It’s futile dreaming, If there’s no process, Of realizing it, of fulfilling, And climbing the ladders of success, We all should have big dreams, As through them we’ll know, What our life really means, And in them, the seeds of our future we sow……