Straight from my heart...

P. s … I love you!! We were meant to be together, forever, We had taken an oath, do you remember, How could you leave me then, All alone, in distress and in pain, You have left a void, That just can’t be filled, You have left a gap so wide, And tears don’t stop however hard I tried, I am engulfed in space, And I long to see your face, Just one last time, I want to hold your arms in mine, We were going to go someday, On a world trip together, We were going to stay, In a beachside bungalow forever, You had said, ”I’ll be there for you, Till every grain of sand vanished from view, And so did every drop in the mighty ocean, And till the world stops its motion” What happened to all those promises, You made so casually, Why am I forced to live in memories, When we could have made a better reality, I love you lots, I miss you lots, I hope heaven is pretty, I’ll join you there, wait for me, After all, our love is infi

Living in loneliness!! Living in loneliness, My life’s a mess, Living in pain, It’s driving me insane, The sea of sorrow, The limitless sky of woe, I am trying to ward off, These ghosts; but it’s tough, Sometimes I get this feeling, The walls are closing down on me, I am lost and drowning, In the wilderness of the sea, My life is full of turmoil, As i always see my plans foil, People start consoling me over the phone, And i shout, "leave me alone!" Just when I was contemplating suicide, I came across, A friend, philosopher and a guide, Who taught me to move ahead after a loss, Some things go our way, But in life, we lose even more, Ships do lose their way, But for that, they have to leave the shore, Life is a blessing, Time heals everything, He said, I have to keep believing, I have to be persevering, I suddenly feel a lot better, The boredom and pessimism is all over, I am no more living in

I messed it up yet again!! The day I had wished for, Since so long, How could it possibly go, So terribly wrong, It was supposed to be memorable, Ended up being so terrible, I messed it up, yet again, And the memories are now driving me insane, I don’t know the reason, What was the problem, I am wondering, I am pondering, I don’t know what was going on in my psyche, But now I am cursing myself, And I am feeling like, A torn, ragged book on the shelf, I messed it up, yet again, And the memories are now driving me insane, To understand I am trying, As silent tears I am crying, Wish I could turn back the time, I wish a few hours down the line, Alas, the past can’t be changed, You can’t change things you damaged, I feel so idiotic and dumb, This incident is making me feel dumb, It is haunting me, My life is taunting me, No amnesia can wipe these memories, No drug can ever ease, The undue stress, Resulting for the self-created mess, If I get a chance another, Things would be different, But

I live for you!! I live for you, All I want is, just to be with you, Coz one thing I know is, With you, my life would be bliss, I can travel a thousand mile, Just to see your beautiful smile, Just to get a glimpse of your pretty face, I am ready to come to any damn place, You are marvelous truly, The epitome of grace and beauty, One thing I am sure, I want to be with you forever, I want to be by your side, Holding your hand, Visiting places far and wide, Spending time in desolate island, You are immersed in my dreams, I never want to wake up ,it seems For it feels so lovely Just to dream about you, actually, Life without you would be so boring, Your presence is so refreshing, You make me dance; you make me sing, You make my life worth living, Dreams are many; words are few, To describe how much I need you, I live for you, and only you, All I want is just to be with you…………

Dilemma!! Every morning I wake, After this recent heartbreak, I feel shattered; and sad, I feel so battered; and at life so mad, I thought it would be an easy take, To get over a heartbreak, I’ve realized, people were right, It takes tremendous might, She unintentionally creeps into my mind, The angelic smile; her nature kind, I try hard to divert, But that doesn’t alleviate the hurt, Wherever I go, whatever I do, Her charismatic personality, Follows me around, I am in a dilemma, addled and confused, Do I still love her, Or is she gone, From my heart forever, I am in a dilemma, baffled and bemused, Few days pass like this, I get the same dreams again and again, Of moonlight strolls and walks in the rain, And the dilemma still persists, But it all changed today, I woke up afresh; it’s a new day, I wasn’t feeling any pain, Nor had I dreamt about the rain, I listen to my favorite romantic song, She doesn’t come into my mind, At last I’ve put my past behind, Though it has taken a bit too l

Illusion!! We sometimes dream about how our ideal life should be…instead why don’t we come out of our world of illusion and face the reality, however harsh it might be!!...this song is loosely based on the above idea… Why do we believe in, Things those aren’t true, Why do keep wishing, For all our ambitions to come true, Why do we keep counting, The eggs before they are hatched, Why do we keep dreaming, Of mansions; when we live in huts thatched, Why do we live in, A world of fantasy, Why do we always sideline, The harsh and callous reality, Why do we try to hide our pain, And worries that are driving us insane, Why do we keep having, A false impression, a delusion, Why do we fake an oasis, When we know our life’s a cruel desert, Instead why don’t we face our problems, With a clear mind and with ease, Why do we live in our dreams, In a world of illusion, of false impression, So often I wonder, So deeply I ponder, We must learn to face the reality, To withstand the continuous cruelty, T

Looking ahead!! Rejection is a part of life !!..this poem describes the story of a guy who proposed and got rejected...You might call it a sequel to the poem "proposal" listed below. It had to end someday, I didn’t know it would end this way, Now I have to look ahead, Where there lies a paradise, On every future step I’ll tread, It does feel a bit different, I don’t know how, but, I feel a bit relaxed, Not at all hurt, as I had expected, Not at all awkward, All things have to end someday, Coz only few things go our way, I am relieved really, That the heartbreak happened so smoothly, Without any tear or an unwarranted display of anger, A backlash from her, I was expecting and fearing, I dreaded a hostile reaction, It’s indeed a blessing, She turned out to be such a practical person, Now I don’t feel restless anymore, Waiting for her calls, emails or messages, Life tests us daily; it teaches us incessantly, Everything happens for the better, It’s good this happened sooner rathe

Proposal!! In life, luckily, I have almost everything, The only ingredient missing, My love, it’s you, My heart has chosen you, Since a long time, It keeps dreaming, Of your hand in mine, The first time I met you, I remember the whole conversation, That happened that day, As I long for it to repeat everyday, Nothing can erase the memories, From my mind that feels, Your presence every minute, As I keep praying to meet you again soon, You make a boring journey, Truly memorable and enjoyable, You are such wonderful company, So lovable and affable, Each time we part, I just can’t utter goodbye, I don’t want you to go, And I feel momentary sadness in the heart, So many times I’ve thought, Of a romantic evening, With soft music playing, And mild, gentle breeze rubbing your cheeks, I love the innocent twinkle in your eye, I am addicted to your smile, To get you off my mind, It’ll take an infinitely long while, People say it takes a lifetime, To find our soul mate, But I am sure I’ve found min