Straight from my heart...

I know a girl!! I know a girl, Her face so cherubic, Her behaviour so angelic, And I think I am in love, With her since times immemorial, Her eyes so pretty, Her hair so silky, And I think I am meant for her, In this birth and forever, I know a girl, She looks so attractive, Her smile so cute and seductive, And I dream all the time, Of her being mine, Her voice so melodious, Her dance truly marvelous, She's so smart and intelligent, Though at times,just a bit adamant, I know a girl, She’s an obedient daughter, She’ll make a caring wife and daughter, And a passionate lover, I just want to be with her, She’s indeed, a super-woman, Really an ideal, saintly person, My love for you is infinity, Which my dear, will continue till eternity......

Heartbreak!! Every morning I wake, After this recent heartbreak, I feel so irritable, so sad, At life, so angry, so mad, I feel shattered, completely down, I feel so battered, totally out, On my face is a constant frown, I am sinking in my own world of doubt, I have become more and more silent, Still living in the past, Thinking how wrong it all went, When I had wished it to forever last, I try to forget this, By entrenching myself in work, But my mind drifts to the days of bliss, Still wondering why it didn’t quite work, Every morning it hurts, To know that the vow of seven births, Ended all of a sudden, Leaving behind, a nightmarish burden, I am learning to live in silent pain, My life’s a squalid drain, I am trying hard to forget, The mishap that happened in the heat of a moment, I know how frustrating this feels, It sure, undoubtedly kills, When someone’s snatched from my clasp, And I can do nothing about it but gasp, At times, it even feels strange, To be so morose and all alone,...

Please note, this is more like a song....not an usual poem.. I want to!! I want to change, I want to improve, Goodbye I wish to say, To all my evils, And I want to prove, Sins of the past, Haunt me even now, I want to let go fast, Of my demons, I wonder how, I feel distressed, I want to end all this, I feel aggravated, When they target me, Constantly and always, I know I have made mistakes, But I deserve another opportunity, And I’ll do all it takes, To restore my pride, To restore my sanity, I want someone to understand me, I seek an angel, Who trusts me, Without a doubt, Without a wrinkle, That was two years back, Now things are different, I worked on things I did lack, I am an improved person, And my life without a single dent…..

Till I am alive!! I seriously do not know, Why I keep thinking of you, But even then, I’ll keep on doing so, Till I am alive, and even beyond, You are so lovely, And look so beautiful, You always make me gape, Though that makes me look like a fool, You always lure me, To sing and dance, And to meet you again, I seek that "one lucky chance", You are my precious princess, And your absence will make me, Anxious and restless, Till I am alive and even beyond, With you, I often dream of going, To some exotic place, And this exciting feeling, Just doesn’t hide from my face, We might not end up being together, But I’ll keep praying for your well-being, Always and forever, Till I am alive, and even beyond....

Stranded!! I am stranded in the rain, Waiting for the coveted train, None appears in my sight, Increasing the intensity of my plight, Helpless on the station as I sit, By the passing minute, I see the town getting waterlogged, And yet again, I curse the rain-God, The situation is intimidating, It’s so damn frustrating, I am irritated and angry, Also immensely thirsty and hungry, Finally a train arrives, After what seemed like ages, To get into it, I rushed, Only to get squashed and crushed, My anxiety for a moment grew, But I managed to scamper through, Luckily I got a seat, To me, that was an extra-ordinary feat, Through the window I looked here and there, Only to see knee-deep water everywhere, On troubled pedestrians my eyes I laid, And unconsciously for everyone’s safety I prayed, When shall I reach home, In despair, I cry and moan, I get three calls from my poor mother, Only to bear the brunt of my acrid temper, I feel I have described my journey enough, And now it feels great to ...

How could it happen??!! How could it happen, I keep wondering, Why did it happen, I keep pondering, It had happened once, And now again, To prove my carefulness I had a chance, But I faltered yet again, How am I supposed to cope, With this new hindrance, Is there any hope, For me, an idiot in abundance, I am terribly upset, Totally dumbfounded, It’s me, who I’ve begun to hate, This incident will haunt me till the end, I want to flush it, Out of my mind forever, As in despair, I throw a fit, Of rage and temper, I cry, I weep, I moan, I hope my woes will end soon, I pray as I sit alone, In a corner of my room, I quickly need to get over, This small mishap faced, As I know life moves on forever, Happiness never does end…….

Lost!! The poem describes the feelings of an NRI who wishes to return to his motherland...the picture symbolizes "staying abroad but an Indian at heart!".. I am lost in a lonely place, With no one in the alley, Having a recognizable face, I am treated as an unwelcome visitor, Always viewed skeptically, As this prejudice goes on forever, I am lost in a lonely nation, Where everything seems so alien, I wonder why I craved to be a land so far off, With no one to call our own, Where nothing whatsoever reminds me of, The things on which I had grown, I am lost in this superpower country, No doubt, free from filth and poverty, But here, the people are not mine, They don’t care whether I am upset or fine, I miss my beloved folks so kind, As all the memories keep on encircling my mind, I have had enough of racial discrimination, And all the unpleasant swears and allegation, My greed had brought me here, But now it’s my patriotism, That will take me back from here, To my country, my ...