Straight from my heart...

I want to flee!! I feel like running away, To some place far, Where there’s no one to bother me, In any damn way, I am buckling under pressure, I am withering under stress, I am fed up beyond the limit, I just want to flee, I have faced this for a long time, I have had enough of the cries and whine, I am completely aggravated, I am totally frustrated, I don’t need a shoulder, To cry upon, I am better off alone, I must be the culprit, the biggest boulder, To people’s joy and happiness, There’s no point staying here, In a place where people can’t breathe, Because of my presence, because of me, That’s why I have decided to flee, There’s no use to adhere, To people who I loved, They are better off without me, I am better off without them, I want to flee, To some desolate place, Away from the torments, Away from the horrendous moments, I wish to run away to a place, Where there’s no one around, To accuse me and smack my face, Yes, I’ve made my decision; I want to flee …..

Just one moment!! (the clock signifies a moment...) It takes just one moment, For all your hopes to get shattered, It takes just one moment, For all your dreams to get buried, It takes just one moment, For you to fall in love, It takes just one moment, For your love to drift away, Strolling on the beach, With some other guy, She's gone out of your reach, Smiling in his arms, Wishing it would last for life. As you feel helpless, you cry, And even while being physically alive, You die. Till yesterday, I always felt, I had a serious chance. When we were talking the other day, I felt mesmerized by her, And even she appeared, To be in some kind of a trance But she thought of me only as a friend dear, And never as some lover I always wanted to ask her out, She might have refused, no doubt, But at least, I had a chance, But now as I see her in his arms, I feel jealous of him, I curse myself, Why didn’t I tell her, Why didn’t I ask her, Why didn’t I confess my love, But now my feeling, It...

Betrayed!! I have kept one thing a bit unclear as to whom this poem is addressed to… it may be a friend, it may be a colleague or even a teacher or even a mentor… You won’t ever see me complaining, You won’t ever see me whining, You won’t ever see me crying, But that doesn’t mean, That I am not feeling, This sharp pang of pain, This unending wave of sadness, A tincture of madness. I always thought that you were right here, By my side, To guide me, to support me, To pull me out From manholes, deep and wide But as always, My prediction turned out to be wrong, As you ditched me, Right at the last moment, As you betrayed me, Right at the last moment I know you have helped me in the past, But when it mattered the most, You bothered about me the least. One thing’s for sure, You are a savage mongrel, You are a beast. Now I know you are feeling guilty, I can sense this feeling, You want to repent, But I don’t give a damn, Coz you have always treated me like dirt, Or like the lowermost step, Of...

Bruised and tattered!! I have struggled enough, I have had enough, My plans keep getting foiled, All the hours I toiled, They go in vain, Down the drain, Yet again I am left begging, I am left wanting, Now completely bruised and tattered, My life’s in shambles, Help me now, Help me recover, From this shock, From this pain, Support me now, Support me please. Be patient, just wait, You’ll get your due soon, This is what my folks say, This is what my friends say But as usual, Fate plays spoilsport, As another vital task, Slips out of my hand I am left begging, I am left wanting, Now completely bruised and tattered, My life’s in shambles, Help me now, Help me recover, From this shock, From this pain, Support me now, Support me please. I keep asking, Why me and only me, Every single time, But I get no answer, I get no reply. Doesn’t anyone care, About the number of hours I fry, In the scorching afternoon sun? Doesn’t anyone care about the hours I work, Late at nights, even early mornings? I...

Tied down at home!! This poem describes the life of a person who is fed up of being tied down at home, due to various reasons such as his health, sometimes the natural calamities and sometimes due to even the terror attacks and man-made calamities….. Tied down at home, Due to severe cough, Here I am, Cursing the cold weather so rough, Here I am, Wishing my body was a bit tough. My life is at a mode, so decisive, There must be some good things I ought to receive. But why does joy always elude me, I ask you, God, reply me please. Tied down at home, Due to non-availability of trains, Here I am, Cursing the weather, cursing the rains, Tied down at home, Here I am, Feeling the mental pain, Hoping my fate would change, But in vain, yet again My life is at a mode, so decisive, There must be some good things I ought to receive. But why does joy always elude me, I ask you, God, reply me please. Tied down at home, Due to fright, due to fear, Fear of being killed, Fear of being slaughtered, Fear ...

Kicked out!! The poem describes the feelings of a person who was fired from his job recently… I have been in quite a shock, For the past couple of days. I am spending my time, Trying to retrospect, trying to understand, How did I get into such a sorry state. What went wrong with my life, Where did I lose focus and direction, And how did my life draw closer, To such a motionless still state. And why was I kicked out, That too, all of a sudden, I haven’t the faintest idea, I haven’t the smallest clue... Now, I keep blaming myself, For all that has happened. I am holding myself responsible, For all the grudges, People at work held against me, For all my failures, For all the battles that I quit midway, And others that I lost comprehensively. But I always put in my best efforts. Then why was I kicked out, That too, all of a sudden, I still haven’t the faintest idea, I still haven’t the faintest clue. Why did everyone around, Ditch me all of a sudden. They expected me to shoulder, Such a hu...

Neglected!! I am feeling neglected, As if people are secretly wishing I was dead. I am very disappointed, As when any step I tread, The road seems to vanish from under my feet. I am feeling left out, And there’s gradually building in me, An immense amount of self-doubt. I am feeling neglected, As if people are secretly wishing I was dead. The people who I called my very own, Are not supporting me anymore. The people whom I had trusted, Have in turn betrayed me. And thus, my life has arrived, At such a dead-end. I am feeling neglected, As if people are secretly wishing I was dead. I did only those things, that Suited me the most. Initially, I even had the support, Of colleagues, family and friends. But they just left me hanging, And now, all my past decisions I keep repenting. I am feeling neglected, As if people are secretly wishing I was dead. I had all the things that I wanted, Coz I was always given everything I demanded. Then, why wasn’t I given peace and freedom, Or a solution to ...

Deserted!! This poem describes the feelings of a guy after he was deserted by his friends… I always thought friendship was eternal, But circumstances have made me think otherwise. Like most other relations in this world, Even friendship is mortal, And every happy memory eventually turns into a nightmare. I haven’t the faintest idea what went wrong, But I just drifted apart from the rest. People used to be envy of our group, And even I was elated to be a member, Of this eccentric, fun-loving group. If I knew it had to someday end, I would have been better prepared. But it was all so unexpected. Now, my heart’s bleeding, But is there any use crying. All these years, I had this one fear, I would eventually lose everyone dear. My phobia has now become a reality, As I was suddenly shown the door, Yeah, it’s true; they don’t care for me anymore. No, I am not contemplating suicide, But it does matter that my buddies are not by my side. Without them, I will always feel incomplete. Their presen...

A storm turned it all!! Have you ever realised the extent of my pain, As all my days keep passing by, in vain. You were my soulmate, I always knew, And all I longed for was forever, just to be with you. It was going on ever-so-smoothly, But then a storm turned it all. All my dreams got shattered, I kept waiting, but you never returned.... Every moment now i wish i were dead, As i blankly stare at your pic lying beside my bed. Do you know how lonely I am, Since you have gone, never to return. It was going on ever-so-smoothly, But then a storm turned it all. All my dreams got shattered, I kept waiting, but you never returned... I felt you were content with me, Glorious years together that we had spent, I'll eventually get over this break-up, But I can never forget the way you said,"hi, wassup?" You made me smile, when I was all tear, You made me brave, When I was all fear, Your absence made me lonely, Even when I was with my friends or family. It was going on ever-so-smooth...