Straight from my heart...

Single on Valentine’s Day!! It feels a bit strange, There’s even a tincture of rage, To know that I am single, On a day when almost everyone does mingle,   I see couples walking, Hand in hand, arm in arm, As I am left wondering, Am I the only one who’s alone in the farm, I see flowers being bought, And chocolates too a lot, I see gifts being exchanged, And the companionship being celebrated, Love is in the air, Wherever I see, it’s everywhere, Yet it’s ironic that I am alone, Still searching for my companion, On this day I pray each year, To give me a partner, By next Valentine’s Day, Yet nothing has so far gone my way, When will I meet, The girl of my dreams, It’ll take long, it unfortunately seems, As watching television at home, alone I sit, It sucks being without a lover, I may be smiling from over, But I feel so hollow beneath, I badly need someone to share my life with, If I had my way, Today would have been a different day, Al...

The pretty girl in white!! I had broken up recently, My life was going down the drain, I was waiting for the train, Depressed, and engrossed in my thoughts completely,   I was standing at the station, Craving for one moment of elation, When I saw a girl in white, Walking towards me, from my right, She waved to me, smiling, I smiled back at her, blushing, Her hair was smooth and wavy, And she was driving me crazy, She was pretty, she was tall, The innocence in her eyes said it all, I just couldn’t believe it, That it was I, she was coming to meet, The girl in white, lovely and fair, Was just a few yards away, As I began to adjust my hair, Wondering what was I going to say, I kept gazing at her, She kept coming nearer, I stood up to greet her, Gripped with nervousness and fear, But she just passed by me, Without even looking at me, I turned behind, only to see, She had waved to some other guy; it wasn’t me,   I broke into boistero...

Wish you were here!! I am walking in the rain, Drenched and all alone, I wish you were here, Giving me company, It would have made the journey, So much exciting, So much memorable, And true joy I would have known, A gentle breeze is blowing, The trees are swaying, But the rain, the weather seems so boring, In your absence, I wish you were here, As amidst the beauty, For your presence, I am craving really, I love to see you near, We have so much fun together, But today I am so bored, I wish you were here, Coz then my joy would have been, Two fold, ten fold, hundred fold, Like some Utopian dream, Lasting forever,   Suddenly you flash in front of my eyes, I see you smiling, Standing beside me, you are enjoying, But soon it was time to realize, In the rain, I am walking, Drenched and all alone, I wish you were here, As for you I crave, I moan……………

Please note, this is more like a song....not an usual poem.. I want to!! I want to change, I want to improve, Goodbye I wish to say, To all my evils, And I want to prove, Sins of the past, Haunt me even now, I want to let go fast, Of my demons, I wonder how, I feel distressed, I want to end all this, I feel aggravated, When they target me, Constantly and always, I know I have made mistakes, But I deserve another opportunity, And I’ll do all it takes, To restore my pride, To restore my sanity, I want someone to understand me, I seek an angel, Who trusts me, Without a doubt, Without a wrinkle, That was two years back, Now things are different, I worked on things I did lack, I am an improved person, And my life without a single dent…..

The world of my dream!! I want to live in the world of my dream, Where there’s no sin, A world where there’s no pain, Where our lives don’t go in vain, I want to live in the world of innocence, Where people are no longer pernicious, A world filled with brotherhood, Where we can fully enjoy our childhood, I want to live in a world of equality, Where there’s an everlasting unity, A world where there’s no vandalism, Where there’s no chauvinism, I want to live in the world of the kind, Where there are no problems encircling the mind, A world filled with philanthropists, Where there’s no place for terrorists, I want to live in the world without stress, Where life moves on as we want; with easiness, A world without fierce, nerve-racking competition, Where to be the "numero uno", there’s no intention, I want to live in the world of truth, Where there’s no scope for a corrupt brute, A world without activities of a criminal, Where people can lead a life normal, Such a world exists on...

I wish!! I wish I could go back into the past, And relive all those memorable moments vast, I wish I could turn back the time, To the days when I was nine, I wish I could relive my cycling days, Or my “getting up late” days, I wish I had one chance, To go back a decade and see my school dance, I wish I had one opportunity, To count the number of times I smiled in totality, I always wish I could, Enjoy all those moments my parents talk about my childhood, I wish I could get my freedom again, Shouting, enjoying, rejoicing in the rain, I wish I could revisit all those wonderful places, That I can barely recollect now, amidst blank spaces, But I also wish I could change some of my past, Mistakes and sins that still sting my heart, I wish I could wipe off all those dreadful moments, That has given my life some irreparable dents, Why do I wish about things that possibly could, Never take place however hard I wish they should, I desire, I keep wishing, in moments of leisure, As such thoughts ...