Straight from my heart...

This ghastly feeling of emptiness!! Have you ever noticed the morning dew, As a sleeping leaf it gently kisses, Just like I have so often imagined you, Every morning when you wake me up, No friend has ever cared for me, like you have, You have been there when I was depressed, No one’s ever made me feel so special, like you have, Through your personalized gifts, and incessant praises, Always guiding me, my strength you are, The reason for my smile, the reason I am alive, It doesn’t matter if you are near or far, You are my shadow; always with me, Thinking about memories doesn’t tear me up, But knowing deep down that they won’t repeat, Knowing that we won’t meet much, tears me up, And without you here, all I feel is this ghastly emptiness, You won’t realize how lonely am I, You won’t understand how much I miss you, In your perpetual longing, at times I cry, Thinking of all those times we spent together,          I want to always keep sa...

The muffled voice!! Right now, in my Mother’s womb, Helpless and clueless; I keep crying, But you can’t see, for you are busy, Planning my murder; as for justice I keep demanding, I wanted these nine months to pass soon, So that I could look at the world beautiful, To breathe in fresh air, to experience its bounty, Seldom I knew; to dream of it, I was a big fool, I wish you could hear me. Dad, And feel the emotions of your daughter, I wanted you to be my most favourite person, Who pampered me endless, and fulfilled my desire, Mom, how can you do this to me, Didn’t you love me even a bit, all this while, I was in your protective shelter, Perhaps I wrongly felt, my presence made you smile, Won’t I even get a single opportunity, To see you, to hug you, to be in your presence, My parents, to you, I plead; to you, I ask, Is being of the fairer sex such a big offence, I wish someone would hear my muffled voice, Alas, my words would always remain unspoken, I would soon be brutally slau...

A remorseful friend!! You always felt I didn’t give you, The importance which you truly deserved, I made you feel I didn’t care about you, Coz throughout, I kept giving preference to others, Dear, I cared for you more than I ever did show, I prayed for your success; daily I wished for your happiness, But all that, how will you ever know, For my actions never matched my feelings, I taunted you, I teased you with many a harsh comment, Without realizing how much it must have hurt you, Yet you never said a word in return nor did you lament, And bore my harsh words for the sake of our friendship, I don’t know whether I even have the right, To apologize to you, for my mistakes, I wish I could meet you and hug you tight, And make up for all what I did to you back then, I wish I could tell you that I am grateful to you, For being a true friend in a phase when I had nobody, I wish you would understand how much I value, The times we spent chatting, the joyous moments, I am proud of you fo...

The perfect bond!! My mind drifts back a few years, To the time we had met as strangers, I am amazed by the roller-coaster ride we shared, And finally ended up being each other’s best friend, I take a bit too long to make friends, But then I make sure the friendship never ends, We are long past the phase of misunderstandings,  And know we’ll always be there for each other, Circumstances and rumours galore, Tried to distance us, but not anymore, For even fate has realized this now, That our bond’s perfect; we are inseparable, I had thought this huge distance would weaken, But on the contrary, our bond did deepen, I can’t stay without talking with you daily, And I am sure you perpetually feel my void too, I feel extremely joyous to have you around, I am elated that in you, my best friend I found, Perfect bonds are found only in movies and novels, But we made it possible in reality too, I don’t know how to tell you how important you are, And every moment I wish I wasn’t so afar...